I'm tired.

I'm tired of thinking.

I'm tired of explaining.

I'm tired of trying.

I'm tired of striving.

I'm tired of tolerating.

I'm tired of me.

I'm tired of being positive.

I'm tired of being here.

I'm tired of reality.

I'm tired of weighing shoulds and wants.

I'm tired of protecting.

I'm tired of being tired.

This seems like a downward spiral back... Only 1 person knows what back means, or maybe even he don't know...